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Jealousy

Longing for you, not feeling good, trying to reach you. Said you went home, to be alone. What am I to do, what I'd do.

You were used up, would sleep like a log, in your own room. Scrolling my phone, photo's are wrong. Why she got there too, just with you.

Where is she from, why is she close, what are you up to. Thoughts go crazy, they oppose. Better face the truth, see you through.

Trying to reach you on the phone, but I can't get through. You're having fun while I'm alone. What am I to do, what about you.

Dealing with jealousy, causing pain deeply, it's in my blood and my veins. Don't turn your back on me, swallow insecurity, sorry to cause you pain.

Why should I know about your past and who you once knew. Your memories, not of me. Shut me off from you, now I do.

Trying my best, making a mess, it gets lonely. Which way to go, I'm hiding alone. Just because of you, only you.

Dealing with jealousy, causing pain deeply, it's in my blood and my veins. Don't turn your back on me, swallow insecurity, sorry to cause you pain.

Someway some days drive me insane. These delusions are a part of my brain. Sometimes so worried 'bout you. And I'm trying all my best knowing this is senseless. Hurting my love, make such big mess. The curse of jealousy is on you.

Trying to reach you on the phone but I can't get through. You're having fun while I'm alone. What am I to do, what about you.

Dealing with jealousy, causing pain deeply, it's in my blood and my veins. Don't turn your back on me, swallow insecurity, sorry to cause you pain.

I'll try not to hurt again. Wanna give all my love to you.